ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS JUST SPENT THE NIGHT WATCHING THE AMAZING RACE WITH MY BOYFRIENDS BEST FRIEND AND HE TREKKED TWO HOURS TO SEE HER AND HE APPARENTLY SMELLED LIKE SEX AND SHE IS to quote “TITS DEEP” IN FEELINGS AND OHMYGOD I SHIP IT SO HARD HES THE NICEST SWEETEST GUY

Don’t sit and wait. Get out there, feel life. Touch the sun, and immerse in the sea.
Rumi (via loveyourchaos)
Intake- July 29, 2014

Breakfast:
- (first mini snack? Idk haha it was early) date with some pb
- coffee w 1/2 C of milk+agave
- oatmeal with 2 dates, 1/2 banana, plain greek yogurt, 2 tsps of PB2, 1 Tbsp of strawberry jam, 1/3 c of raspberries

Lunch:
- taco (!!) Vegan beef on a corn tortilla w tomato, greek yogurt, salsa, lettuce
- 1 c of watermelon

Snack:
- THE BEST SMOOTHIE OF LIFE: 1 banana, spinach, 2 tsps of pb2, 1/2 c of plain greek yogurt, 1/4 c of plain soy milk

Snack 2:
- some greek yogurt, blueberries and special k cereal
- 1/2 c of cherries

Snack 3: (I snack.)
- a couple cherry nut crackers, some cheese
- LIKE 20+ COCKTAIL SHRIMP (k maybe not that much but damn I was so fucking hungry and my grandparents still wern’t home..)

Dinner:
- homemade pizza with cheese, shrimp, peppers, olives and onions on top two corn tortillas

Dessert:
- 1/2-2/3 of a cup of vanilla ice cream combined with rocky road froyo with a light drizzle of chocolate sauce

Tonight will mark my second night in a row to have a legit dessert. I’m trying to not see it as excessive but necessary. I’m still experimenting and this is all part of the process. My #1 priority is to find a good balance and eliminate binging.

When climbing the recovery ladder proves to be a little more complicated than you thought

edrecoveryproblems:

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metamorphosisofmeg:

gains weight: sad

loses weight: sad

weight stays the same: sad

solution: stop weighing yourself

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